...Im Naked
He's Looking At Me
With Those Loving Eyes
No Longer Loving Me
He Stares...
Just Blinking
His Stares
Now Hatred Filled
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Those Same Eyes That Said
I Do
Those Eyes That Now
Reveal
He Had Uncovered
The Truth
I Start To Speak
He Stops Me
"No... Dont Tell Me Its Not How It Looks"
He's Dead Ass Serious
....So I Dont
He Sits Down In The Chair
Adjacent To The Bed
I Can Tell He Is Tense
I Scurry In The
Red Satin Sheets
Attempting To Cover The Scene
Body In A Panic
Not Exactly Sure Of What He's Capable Of
Im Scared
But I Try Not
To Let It Show On My Face
I Dont Move...
The One Laying Next To Me
Now Soundly Sleeping
Unaware Of The Happenings
And Lost In The Depths Of His Dreams...
He Opens His Mouth To Speak
"Just Explain"
Teeth Gritting
Massaging His Temples
His Foot Taps Rapidly Against The Floor
I Swallow The Hardest Gulp
Ive Ever Swallowed
Wanting To Lie
But The Pits Of My Heart Wont Allow It
"Im In Love With Him"
I Speak These Words As The Truth Pours
From My Soul
"He Creates Within Me A New Feeling That Ive Never Felt
And Sends My Imagination Running Wild"
His Head Turns And Faces The Window
He's Mad
I Can Tell He Wants To Cry...
He Can Be So Emotional Sometimes
But I Cant Blame Him Now
"Listen Baby, I Mean.... I Still Love You
Its Just That... Ive Grown...
When I Met You I Was So Young And Naive"
He Smacks His Teeth "Pfffttt"
He' Enraged... But I Must Finish My Thoughts
"I Dont Want You To Think Im Leaving You
Because Thats Something I Could Never Do"
He Turns His Head Back Towards Me
A Single Tear Releases From His Eye
Confusion Now Reads All Over His Face
"What The Fuck Are You Saying"
Aggravation...
His Face Is Flushed
And Im Thinking That I Should Probably
Get On With It
"The Bottom Line Is... Uhh.. I Want You Both
In The Worst Way. I Wasnt Exactly Sure How To Say It
And He's Cool With It If You Are. And I Know Its Weird
But People Are Doing It All The Time"
His Mouth Is Wide Open
Shocked By What I Had To Say
For A Second... I Didnt Even Believe It
But It Was True
I Had Fallen In Love With Both And
I Couldnt Live Without Either
"Are You Serious?"
He Raises His Eyebrows
As If To See If I Was Out Of My Damn Mind
"Yes... You, Him, And Me"
He Laughed
Not Just Any Laugh...
A Laugh Of Hysteria
"Ur Serious"
I Was Indeed
These Two Had Consumed My Heart, Mind, Body, Soul, And Spirit
I Had Become One
With Both...
And Could No Longer Deal With The Tug Of War
Within Me
I Wanted Them Both...
"Ok.." He Sighed...
As If He Knew
He Had No Choice
But To Merge And Conform
Today Is A New Day...A New Way
I Lay..
Shocked And Confused
Yet Happy... I Was Getting What I Always Wanted
And No One Could Take This From Me
My Two Loves
Poetry and Hip Hop...
Dwelled Within The Same House...
They Now Meet For The First Time
The Same Line
Connected By The Same Rhyme...
And Now The Same Bed
Creating Euphoria
We Lay...
And Became One...
Metaphorically
A
Menage A Trois
I Turn On My Ipod
Vibing To A Smooth Instrumental
I Grab My Pad
And Pen
As We Begin
To Make Love...
Simultaneously...
What An Affair...