Me ending up with tha wrong guy..I swear its not an attraction....Maybe I'm attracted to pain...thats a habit I'm havin...When I say I tried them all... no questions I'm askin....Zoom by with no flashing....Covered face with no masking...Men- they got me multi....without the tasking. Black...Caucasian...Indian... Latino...Chinese...Asian...Okay maybe I'm exaggerating...with tha Chinese and Asian...but I swear this one dude...was Puerto Rican and Arabian. Zodiac signs left...I think Cancer's and Leo's....Leave me searching...No finding...like Nemo....I've said it before...niggaz are typical.....leave you in a condition thats critical....Choosing to be liberal....not me, I'm literal... I feel like my love's expelled....who tha fuck is da principal? What's hip hop nowadays?...the obvious we ignore...and don't see....Children starving in this world...you worrying where a whore be....And thats a bore B? Dumb ass...seeking tha after effects, can't see tha before G...Yup, ancestors passed....they came before me....say none above you...but ya lookin up fa God's key...But back to me and men, like smoke..they leave me choked.....laughing....like a joke...Must be a junkie spending money..tha way they leave me broke....Now, I'm sittin in this chair of affliction...Got many problems, but mostly...heart shattered addiction...reflex acid infliction...No limit on life...but some how, I'm restricted.... No strings...no connection...can't choose...no selections...Simply haunted...from the candor of this candid reflection...A war with no weapons...Just me...I'm the wreckage.....Tryna hold up...with these fucking mental crutches...