running, running, from a man trying to steal my innocence...
he took my voice...my will to live...he raped me
stripping me of a normal childhood..
corrupted my future adulthood..
So now i live in neither world..
abused..scared 2 even move. LOST

TIME FOR REHAB



Hello, my name is depression...and im a pain-oholic.
i cant sleep..I cry..i don't eat
I live as if my life is already complete
injecting dark days that show every vein,
and the sight temps me to put a blade to my wrist..
maybe the blood drip could release me..silence me
so i can sleep, no more tears...just silence

WELCOME DEPRESSION..WHOSE NEXT?


I am...hello, my name is fear...and I'm a pain-oholic
It started 20 years ago when i saw physical abuse touch my mom
and that image imprinted confused emotions in my heart
her blood stains were left on my pillow as i slept..
so i had nightmares
and i became unbalanced...wept for years..
her pain became my life...molded my fears
fear of men..fear women...fear of trust...fear of living

WELCOME FEAR..GLAD YOU COULD MAKE IT? NEXT


Hello, my name is revenge..and I'm a pain-oholic
I was born the day that my friend was murdered..
She was young, beautiful and full of so much life..
until some no good piece of shit boyfriend decided
her life was worth nothing.
Now i dream of revenge..cant sleep until the bullet
from my gun ends his life...no rest...revenge can only end with his death.
i hate..i hate so much that i no loner love

WELCOME REVENGE...THANKS FOR SHARING..OK LAST BUT NOT LEAST..
WE HAVE A SPECIAL TREAT...

hello, my name is hope..i was once like all of you..
depressed, scared, raped and stripped of my innocence..i hated,
and all could do was taste revenge.
and living for me was just trying to find ways to not die.
then i realized that life was full of chances to change..
It comes a point when running from the past halts life...
and only when you can look at the past, and face it..can you start
to move forward...Grow. so I'll be your sponsor when things get hard..
giving you enough faith in yourself so you will never
relapse. Thanks for coming to my growth rehab....see you next week