When i was young
i never got those kisses or hugs
i missed out on parently love
daddy busy tryna prove he a thug
mama said fuck her son and daughter
she found a new man to love
wit me grandma did her job
so i cant complain
but that still will never take away the pain
i havent spoke to my dad
in 4 years, 3 months, and some days
he missed all my christmas' and my birthdays
never wanted a present just a simple hey
but that i was never gave
our last conversation ended in harsh words
cus we liven in two different worlds
i told you i would try and contact you ugghh NEVER
not even when you laid in your grave
no flower
no tears will shower
from my tired eyes
i hate you and that i cant disguise
how could someone like you
make someone like me
grandma use to get mad and tell me im just like you
but i hope not though
cus you were nothing but i sad story a ghost
childish immature
i always wanted just to be daddy little girl
never worked
the things you did lately yea i heard
after all these years im still reading
your name in newspapers, you sayin the police are just haters
DUI, daddy still beatin his new wife
assulting policemen, running and resisting
and i wandered why thug life for my brother was so tempting
thing i got from you grandma didnt approve
just like you i liked to fight too
so she put me out too show me i needed to be nothig like you