.its P E R F E C T.
this plan I've stumbled upon
through careful
contemplation..
its perfect
the way I shall
control my
E
X
I
T
from this place
its perfect
that you all find me strong
yet this worlds struggles
make me
w e a k
its perfect
so quick
no pain resulting in
days of pure un-detection
.its P E R F E C T.
this plan I've plotted out
for myself
so selfish & uncaring

"close the curtains and take a bow"

its perfect
how unique
yet oddly conventional
this will be
maybe not textbook worthy
but at least
F
I
R
S
T
page small news
its perfect
the way life U N F O L D S
with all its seemingly
within reach hopes
all a complete P E R F E C T
facade
of the real cruel reality
lies
pain
deception
and hurt
its all too perfect
this
E
N
D
of this chapter
the turning of the last page
reading of a crushed girls dreams
its perfect
timing of a
?FUCKED? up constant
sequences of circumstances
providing the very cause
for my effect
.its P E R F E C T.
this plan to
s l i p away
to disappear into [ space ]
with no air
no more negatives displaced
its perfect
the preciseness of this method
of creating a destination
out of chaos
its perfect
drops onto cold linoleum
forming a symmetrical circle
of deaths suffocation
around wrists
and solid uncompromising hands
its perfect
it really is perfect
when light gives
solutions to the dark
its like having 20/20 vision
to write this conclusion
of a heroic end
its all so
P
I
C
T
U
R
E
P E R F E C T.



[[Disclaimer]] --- this is not my suicide note. I don't plan to kill myself. Its just a piece from my mind. Deep and often distorted.