Ay im so tired of everything being my falt. Im sorry you people dont have anyone else to blame but this is not my falt!!!I didnt do it this time and I know it is usualy my falt but its not this time.I didnt do anything wrong but try to fall in love. Im sorry if that makes you people mad but you'll just have to get over it. Im always all about making my friends feel good about something they dont about but now its my turn and you people cant be happy for me then your not really my friends. So get over it. Its time for me to try harder at makine ME happy for the first time in a long time!!!!SO WITH THAT SAID IM OUT AND I HOPE YOU CAN ACCECPT ME TRYING!!!
(YEAH AND JUST BECAUSE I SCREWED UP IN THE PAST THAT DOESNT MEAN I WILL AGAIN!!!I CAN MAKE THIS RIGHT FOR THE BOTH OF US OR I WILL DIE TRYING!!!!!!!!!!)