Nickname:.Always.Catalina. Country:United States City:Baltimore State:MD Gender:Female Age:27 Member Since:Aug 02, 2007 Last Login:Jan 09, 2009 Poems Submitted:1,134 Average Ranking: Poem Comments:7,055 Poem Views:74,520 Member Comments:1,249
damn you know what T you are right...I had forgot the fishoutofwater shit...yet another that I dont have the login to nomore LOL!...but we agreed what agreed - so back to the IM's...and I thought you said I was gonna be mad, LOL!
oh and I left teh comments off on my piece cause it wasn't for attention or for people to tell me how nice it is of me to write that for you...it was because I really only wrote that shit for you...fuck everybody else...YOU were the one in need...forgot to add that...sorry
I'ma tell you like this, I am still going to pray for whomever I feel needs prayer and when you jumped in my Yahoo box this morning I saw that as a cry for help and asked your friend to call you because of the fact that I knew I would be of no help to you given how you feel about me. Now other than NoBodyReally which I revealed was me months ago the rest of these so called alias accounts I am supposed to have are bogus, there is 2 more a dude that I havent had the log in to for over a year and the one that I outed last night that got some dickheads mad at me now - but that was to be expected. BUt like my piece said i got a brother that i on the same shit you on and I meant every fucking word...also I toldyou that we didn't write the Bible and no one called you a whore personally, now if Toya can understand that I think if you dig deep enough you can too...I don't give a fuck about who don't like me or thinkI am fake on this site because like I been saying and will continue to say - niggas didnt change they mind until some disgruntled crazy ass ex of mine starting running his mouth telling bits and pieces of conversations that he was a part of 9 and 10 months ago...as far as blaming SLAP - I know the NA manual very well and I know that you should know that that is not what is recommended if you truly wish to remain sober...blaming anyone or anything but your disease will only hold you back...aint no such thing as a prayer that hurts anyone - that just sounds silly, yall aint got to respect my faith, believe in it, or understand it...but I was concerned genuinely while others jumped on the bandwagon much later...I was in your box at 9 am bout the shit after you came to me, was in Toya box beggin gher to call in check on you at 10...as for the rest of the people on Pro's comments running they fucking mouth - same as always - call my phone or get a life. That being said I am just glad that you are alive...for your children....I don't care if you jump in my box to call me 1,000 more cunts...at least you alive to do that shit...and that was all I prayed for in the first place so it seems like He was listening to me anyway...take care of yourself, try to internalize the things that Toya is saying to you as a friend and fuck all the rest.
if this is going to help her or encourage her I guess...but seems like a lot of disses in this to me...and for no other day can we cut the shit out and just focus on that woman and praying she don't hurt herself? Just one???
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