I desire to be
Announced
Anticipated
Or even better not yet declared
By these four walls I had just begun to touch
Which were drenched from evaporated juices
Speaking of my most recent eruption
From countless sexual conquest
On this earths terrain
Walking eloquent miles upon miles
Leaving behind me
a tangled web of
LIES
Yet what lies
Of sheets and bodies
Of lust and fairytales
Of non remembered names. Places. Faces.
Wonders if you became a noun or pronoun in
The deafening whispers of thunderstorms in
The rainforest
And mating calls of men and animal alike
Roaming aimlessly in the jungle
In exploration
Of this stories untold pleasures
Desires
And loves..

I want to be
Greeted
Stroked
Or even better not yet foresee
By a lovers late into midnight cries of sex
Which only meet my street walker’s mentality
Where my pussy calls for money
Or my very own version of make believe dreams
Trying to hold on to something
Between blow jobs and quickies
In darkened alleys
And backseats..
Once again wearing thee scent of lust
I pleasantly left lingering in that hotel room
For my moment to capture your flag
allowing letters to seep off the tongue
And onto walls
Opening chapters in unpublished autobiographies..

I want to be
Baptized
Ordained
Or even better not yet bestowed
With the astuteness to hide
before i even begin to seek
the depth to loves purest creation
the moment where your blood drops
into mine making
circles of heat waves
meditating
suffocating
and humiliating me for feeling this dayum
nasty yet sexy and free
free to give into worldly fantasies
Free to strip myself naked to stand blank and bare



Free to give into our Lust!