My emotions pour out in these rhymes
I second guess myself and don't trust me sometimes
Vision gets so blurry, I'm almost legally blind
Can't think straight, I'm half loosing my mind
And my heart is too kind so just when I find
Love...I'm expecting to loose it but I choose it
First and cherish it for what its worth
Even when it's less than I deserved
From that I've learned that a heart burned
Is easily decieved...melted wounds easily bleed
so I made my heart freeze....
Remaining cold-heartedly frozen
Until that one chosen chooses to open
the gates of unconditional love
Buried beneath a thousand tons of
Confusion...and disillusion
Effects of neglect and abusement
The victim of loves amusement
and still.....
First I choose it.....