How do ii tell him that ii need his help,
that ii don't wanna feel like ii been thrown on the back burner, or the highest shelf?
That ii wanna see him smile for me?
Smile that smile that used to be, beginning to end, beautifully
constructed and instantly appealing?
How do ii tell him what ii been feeling
if he just ain't listenin' to what ii'M trying to say?
Know ii can't keep putting this off day after day,
that ii gotta find the words to use
to let him know that the love he chooses to abuse
is mine
and if he continues to break my spine
one little piece at a time, ii'M a have to move on.
Some mornings ii wake up and it feels gone,
this love that once filled out hearts.
& that alone tears me apart.
How do ii tell him that, thru it all, ii just wanna be loved
but ii'M fed up..

with being loved like this?