i'm tried all i do is hurt
where is my angel to dry my tears
i've fallen in and out of love
back in love and out again
marriage what does it mean
rings we have
but dont wear to show for
kisses with out the words i love you
hugs without the smiles
touches isn't random only for making love
no coversation instead theirs television
no time spent together
I'm upstairs
he's downstairs
wake up
no breakfast together
broken promises
serects i can't imagine
cheating decieving every moment
this isn't where I want to be
this isn't what I call home
i tried
he claim he tried to
but I guess it's not enough
I'm jealousy of seeing couples acting like how we use to be
seeing his friend with his girl all over each other
made me sad and teary inside
thinking to myself why not us
why can't he show me that I'm his everything
I guess after some years
things just die
better yet fade away
we failed
we failed in keeping this love alive
2009 will soon be here
I don't think we can go futher into another year
tears roll down onto the keyboard
but i know its reality
not everything is meant to be