ANOTHER SiTUATiON THEY TOLD ME TO BE PUT iNTO, HERE iT iSZ. . . . . .

I need that affectionate love and touch to heal these wounds,
A life full of broken promises and hateful thoughts consumed.
“You’re nothing but a mistake and should never have been”!
The words of a Mother whose heart I can never mend.

Though I tried my best to make her proud,
All the while she never smiled,
No more hugs and kisses with love behind them,
Only hateful eyes with a grudge to blind them.

I say, “I love you mom.” and there is no reply.
At night before I sleep, I always cry,
With no one to hold me tight and wipe my tears away,
To console me with comforting words for the day.

Harsh words is what I hear,
Trying so hard to evade this rising fear.
I’m a fiend to a love lost with time
Forever out of reach of this heart of mine.

The pain and agony of being alone,
Trapped in the hostility of my home,
Makes me want to run away,
Yet instead, here I stay.

Hoping for a change today
To make these feelings go away.
If there was love I hadn’t noticed,
Now I’m back once again, feeling hopeless.