It all started in one day
I loved this one girl and then she went away
She found another nigga and forgot about me
I was fine until i saw her again and i just didnt feel like me
She was happy she was no where near like me
I was still sad wantin her back badly
Me and her talked and she could see
The sadness in my eyes without her with me
Her man left and so she slid me a not
Sayin "Meet me at my place 12:00 be quiet dont show anyone this note"
I was kinda worried about what was about to happen
But the next day i see exactly wat she wanted to do
She wanted to feel my dick inside her too
So me and her relaxed and we fucked all day long
3 months went by and i found out me and her wasnt alone
She was pregnant
And off the top of the dome i said
How could this happen my life is so red
Colored in blood cause i felt like i should be dead
My heart hurted so bad and i had no feelin in my head
I broke up with the present girl to get wit the past
So me and my past girl could raise the baby and maybe it'll last
I traveled someplace and left her behind
Thinkin she would be alright for about a drop of a dime
I get a call from her one night
Sayin she in the hospital
I thought it was a lie
The babygirl we was about to have died
I was hurt so bad
I didnt know what to do
Smile....or..Cry .......or....Laugh
Mann i hate mixed emotions when they come in place
Well i was heart broken and the pain never went away
Me and my past broke up and now im all alone
No one wants me
But i will grow
I will grow to see i dont always get what i want
But its ok i wont hold a grudge
So now its me myself and i
But its fine i will live another day
And leave my babygirl behind.....

R.I.P Jasmine Jianna Williams 7-3-08