It’s hard to say goodbye but it’s harder to face the day
When the problems from your past and your future come face to face
And you don’t know who to trust cause the ones you claim you loved
Become the first ones to turn like they don’t give a fuck
So now my guards are up and I’m watching my moves
But if karma is a bitch then I’m destined to lose
But I refuse to give up because it seems so true
But keep in mind that things are great... when things are new
Now that’s stuck in my brain affecting my mind frame
I’m trying to explain my thoughts without showing a change
I ain't got time for games so the feelings displayed
Better be taken to heart and not taken in vein
Cause everything karma’s doing I done did it before
So I’m preparing myself to get hurt at least three times more
But at the same time I’m trying to have fun while it lasts
Cause what goes around comes around…I’m stuck in my past
And my future at the same time, I’m losing my mind
Cause know she is capable of playing two at a time
Should I be monogamous or start doing my dirt
Cause for real, I don’t wanna be the one who’s getting hurt
And though karma is a bitch she’s got a hold of my heart
But true love is like magic, it’ll glow in the dark
So when the lights go out we gone see if she glows
And if I shine by myself then we already know
And I know you heard the saying “game recognize game”
But it’s a shame cause you still cant eliminate the pain
So shy stress over something that might not happen
And risk losing a dime that is worth more than platinum
Alicia Keys told me I need to learn a woman’s worth
And Jaheim told me I need to put that woman first
And my mama used to tell me that love really hurts
So if I gotta die I want love to put me under dirt
With red roses, that way, I’ll know I was chosen
I gave my heart but sometimes I feel it was stolen
Beat down and broken somebody painted it golden
In return I received a heart so cold it was frozen
Insecurity is not a problem but trust is an issue
And I’m speaking from experience…all the shit that I’ve been through
I’m not looking back it’s like I’m running in place
What goes around comes around, karma’s right in my face
And most people only cheat cause they ain’t satisfied
But became a cheater cause that’s how I was classified
Plus it makes me feel like I won’t feel like an asshole
But you reap what you sew and you get what you ask for
Plus the last hoe she kind of fucked up my head
So I cheated on her and I didn’t give a fuck what she said
They called me a dog, plus they said I was wrong
But you can always find what you ain’t getting at home.
So don't blame me for being the way that i am
Blame her for not taking care of her man!!!