Clouds moved together, fire in my eyes.
Life pushed me away, and I ran to this write.
My head is spinning, whats going on?
100 things right, then 101 wrong
I can scream loudly, yet no one hears.
I appear with bravery with many fears.
Sometimes I dont understand myself,
I cried out so many times, still in lack of help.
I looked in the mirror, and didnt even recognize myself,
It's so hard to try, when im scared i'll fail..
I feel a funnel, when the wind blows,
The circle of pain forms, but hasn't really showned.

I'm afraid of rejection, thats why I dont reach out,
I live inside insecurities even though its not right,
I look at many people, yet not in my own sight.
Inside lives a little girl, that no one held,
The same little girl who was confused about life.
She had un-answered questions
Which is the reason I always wonder why ?
As bad as it is, I wish I could help this,
But the obstacle takes me back to the childhood i missed.
I lived with fear, and misunderstood.
If I could sometimes change, then maybe I would.
The reason I cried so much, was because no-one wiped my tears.
I'm always afraid because no-one calmed my fears.
The reason I depend on myself.
I coudnt have hope even if had a wishing well.
I wish that somehow I could let this go,
It's kind of hard when no-one knows.
The tears fall continuously.
Because the same little girl that lives with in me.