Innocent child lost inside
incomplete companion less
forsaken casualty
cries from crunching, crushing
as ribs are tendered, touching
hearts surrender, mistaken
obnoxious absent minded
mother, life overwhelming
occupation's suffering
real openly scavenging
what's happening ravaging
outsiders saying somehow
save yourself & swallow shit
die, or in squalor subsist
live to scream & holler, quick
go potty & drink your piss
quit whining externally

Internally ingesting
piecing together portions
eternally eating pains
passed edible excrement
each evening after birth
accepting peacetimes after
earth, envisioning dreaming
early evenings wishing
demons altered always hiss
always hit & never miss
only wanting his mother's
kiss, protecting from nightly
notions feverish, causing
maddening sadistic fits
slipping & drifting out of
consciousness, uninviting
all together frightening

fuck living, rather dying
at least then soul's surviving