I awake...
...
...
...
To find myself shackled in a room full of mirrors,
In a hospital bed,
Darkness is perpetual,
My eyes are wide shut,
I am standing in still motion,
My mind is frozen,
In an ocean of parasitic emotions,
Inhale...
Exhale...
I hear a door knob turning,
The door squeeks open,
The hooded man enters the room,
I still can not see his face,
I hear foot steps,
He turns a light switch,
Theres blood every where...
I am scared,
But i know there is no one there to save me,
And i can not get mad at no one,
I can only blame me,
For it was I who ran away from my problems,
Instead of facing them,
I always put my dreams aside instead of chasing them...
Now I am laying here stuck,
With my life on the line,
This hooded man is walking up,
He says its my time to die,
He starts getting a little closer,
Now I'm screaming for help,
I yell, "GOD help me!"...
The hooded man is standing over me,
I scream "GOD please help me!",
The hooded man says, "Dont worry i wont hurt you",
I cry out "Please!",
The hooded man unshackles me from the table,
Removes his hood and falls to his knees,
I can't believe this whole time,
The hooded man...
...
Was me...
...
As the sun suspend in the air,
I have to stop and take a deep breath...
Inhale...
Enhale...
Because I have come to the reality that,
This world that I live in,
Does not actually exist...
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