why are you avioding me
acting like you dont know me
pretending as i dont exist
even when i was suppose to be first on your list
married me bought this ring and asked me to be with you
as one as a family
but yet you abanded me
i am hard working trying to recapture the I out of "me"
you cant begin to feel the pain i see
you holding her hand that cant be
your 30 she is 17
i just turned 20 from 19 but gave you my whole life
ahead and behind me
not thinkin you'd ever turn on me
im too old for you to finish molding me
wait this cant be
what im honestly hearing
let you go bout your way thats easy
but forgetting the heartbreak you gave me
thats never
but agrueing you down its watever
i can have better
so need to continue
just turn and walk away
while i look on to better days
a good man in my life
for that i have prayed
god answered and your memory was flushed away
a man who took me and showed me what a real man is
love me and reveals honestly who he is
give that up never
only thing that i want from you is
signed papers
so i can move and forget the mistakes
cheaters and players
i want to pretend you and i
werent ever an item
but these hateful feeling i have for you
i cant hide them
i never tell you only to others describe them
but its over and you can move over
im finally giving myself what ive been asking for
closure