its past that now
i still cant smile
cause i lost the chick that used to hold me down

supposed to be my back bone
now im sitting in the whip
like i cant even go back home
reminiscing on the love
dont wanna hear no rap songs
cant believe she thinks i'm wrapped wrong
i probably got a tapped phone

my mind is past gone...in the last zone

Maybe its just my drastic imagination
thats trying to find explanations
for her silence and hesitations!

Or perhaps its my loud and violent accusations

or maybe its my statements
and the way that i state it

or it could be the way that she takes it

i gotta face it

its OUR problems and how we embrace it

im tired of fighting for a love that keeps spitting
in my face and

im realizing that it takes more than LOVE
it takes patience

and thats something that i'm running out of
seems like she is.....running out of love

seems like i ran outta luck
fuck

and honestly...... if i wouldve given up
i wouldnt be reaching for a luv that i cant clutch

but i still cant crack a smile
cause this bullshit got my tears running some miles

ask Styles
he know i've been stressin for a while


so ima keep my head up, chin lifted
and fight for my marraige
.....WITH GOD AS MY WITNESS!!!!!!!!!!!!!