i just don't understand
where all these emotions are coming from
i love one man
but still there is the other
the one i've known forever
as a friend and never more
but still i feel as if i've cheated by telling him he's hot
and making the mistake of telling him that i care
i say it to stop that bottle from going to his lips once more
to stop him from finally becoming numb
i feel like i'm one the only ones stoppin him from losing himself to the sorrow he's drowning out....
i love this man
and so i tell him
mike just stop before i lose u to this
and then there's raymond who i give my heart
i love him now and forever through all the shit
so i look to the sky and say help my lord
help me poppy
i'm wishing to save one man and still hold the ohter close to my heart
i don't want to lose ray, but how to save mike???