Tuesday, July 22, 2008:::

I'd never meant to become this cut that never heals,
the scar that never fades away, but is invisible to the world
I hate to be your every thoughts, the remote to your smile
because you swear up and down you couldn't live without me...
But I know you're capable beyond belief,
I'm just sorry that somewhere searching for perfection..
I lost the potential and motivation..
I can't be the controller of your emotions,
when it's even harder to control my own
So let yourself free
Don't make me your every worry because there's so many more people out there,
who are possible..
You don't need me because
a storm is always enough without thunder
I hate to be the victim of your nightmares,
when deep inside I made the mistakes that created this game
Call me Burden
Realize how painful and hard I've made your life,
how weak your strengths have fallen to
Then maybe you'll see, that you'd be better off without me