We've been friends for about a year
And
Its just fucked up all good things end in
Tears
I've gone over the situation a million times in my
Head
Tryin to make sense of all the things you said

You say i run from all my insecuries that i don't ever deal wit my
Reality
But never in a million years did i think my running would
Drive
you away from me........
Even when i took all that shit frm ya
You
Had nerve to tell me to loose your numba
So
I did my pride wasn't gonna let me beg for it
Your Friendship......
And i'm thinking this is not gonna effect me
I mean.........It shouldn't
I tried to say fuck you
But i couldn't
i wanted to say i hated you for leaving me
You know i hate to be lonely

I loved you as my brother
never seen you as my lover
Yet you fucked me over
Like i was some chick you never met

I'm not bout to let this shit effect me
You don't deserve my time nor tears
Can't believe i thought losing you was my biggest fear
I'm just so through
Yet i find myself still broken over you......................